andrea rose (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} andiarrhea) wrote,@ 2008-12-08 19:46:00 |
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GAH!!
i cant handle this! i feel so far away! i guess mostly from myself, i knew this was gonna be hard being strong through all of this, but i had no idea it would be this bad. there are so many things i want to say, but i dont. i keep them on the inside. where does that go. nowhere. i wish it could be different right now. i wish i wouldnt pretend to be strong and unobservant. i hate it when i'm this stubborn. i know i'm the only one who can change how i am.
why am i so tired.
:(
i cant handle this! i feel so far away! i guess mostly from myself, i knew this was gonna be hard being strong through all of this, but i had no idea it would be this bad. there are so many things i want to say, but i dont. i keep them on the inside. where does that go. nowhere. i wish it could be different right now. i wish i wouldnt pretend to be strong and unobservant. i hate it when i'm this stubborn. i know i'm the only one who can change how i am.
why am i so tired.
:(
